well...aparently alot happens to people and you dont know it until later in life...its kind of scary when you call an old friend to say "Happy New Year and hey what's up"...and in return you get the "Who the hell are you and who do you think you are calling my fiance's phone", instead of the hi, how are you... it kind of hurts when they can call thier own sister and pretend that you are just some random person off the street...what makes matters even worse is that this so called fiance flat out lied to him and believes her...(by the way, i haven't seen him in well over a year, so how i am pregnant by him is beyond me...but to clarify, I AM NOT PREGNANT!!!) but what hurts me even more is that he believes this lie that she told him...she basically called me a whore and told him that i told her this...i did not say this and why would i make up a stupid lie like that?? if i wanted the boy back, i would have been alot more clever than a lie about being pregnant... the funny part is that he kept telling me to quit calling him...the ironic part is that hes done this to me before and then called me two weeks later apologizing...this time, (like last time), i ONLY called him once...HE KEPT CALLING ME BACK!!!!!!! so who is holding on???? everyone calls me crazy and stupid for wanting to continue to talk to him, but i know that hes not normally like this...he only does this when he is around her...and i dont understand her..i dont understand her at all...i dont know why he has to pretend that he doesnt know me and why he wont stand up to her...he has no backbone for being in the military...and she's a B&*@# for telling him what to do...oh and to make matters worse, he's never allowed to talk to me again because he is engaged and can only talk to her...well guess what...i have a little surprise for him... im still friends with his sisters and his mom, and i'm not goign to stop being friends with them because of him and her... oh yeah, i so totally told his twin brother that i was proud of him..hes married and has a little boy (he's adopted) and that is his whole life, but yet he still makes time for everything else, including his family and friends...WHY CANT HIS BROTHER LEARN THIS LESSON TOO???????? if he is so commited to marrying her, then why doesnt he stand up to her...im making a bet...he'll call me in a few weeks to apologize...and i'll tell him exactly what i think about his little fiance...which by the way i am not scared of...but this is totally pathetic of him and her both...i'm sorry, but i give my 3 year old brother more credit of being an adult than both of them right now!!! and if you read this, don't anyone get offended...there are only a few people who truly understand what i went through and please, don't anyone else take this as directed toward them...i was very hurt this evening and needed to get it off of my chest... | 
